SoullessRythms

It was him for her,  But it was her for him.  She was the one,  Or was he the one? He said "I love", She said "you", And he said "her", At the same time.  Guess which heart was broken first. - Shezlin Dinesh

What is love if not pain? What is love if not suffering? If love doesn’t make you cry and wail, Covering your mouth with a pillow; Screaming for calmness, Filled with hope and pain, Then what is love ? What is love without pain? What is love without suffering? ~Shezlin Dinesh

I’ve wept like a baby Thinking one day maybe You’ll stop being flaky And stop calling me crazy I need you to quietly Tell me you love me And take me away Safely and soundly ~Shezlin Dinesh

The love you lost The love that betrayed you Wasn’t the love That I gave you The love that cheated The love that hurt Wasn’t the love That I gave you Then why is it That I suffer the consequences Of all those experiences Without being at fault? ~Shezlin Dinesh

Another day Another panic attack Another moment of breathlessness Another teardrop falling out of place This just is How hope is torn Pills are taken And life is meaningless Another hour Another minute A newfound love And a skipped heartbeat How long will this last Do any of us know? ~Shezlin Dinesh 

Your absence Gives me anxiety, Your love  Gives me satiety. If only you could stay Closer than you are Now, It could give me a ray Of hope  Everyday. ~ Shezlin Dinesh 

Life’s tough And it’s getting rough Without you around I thought we were bound Together with love Like a hand in a glove But now you’re far And I’m at a bar With all these tears Withholding the fears The love is so sheer But it’s quick to appear I want you back Dressed up in black Cause you put me in awe Challenging the law Of no love Like a dove For fear of getting hurt With a slight little flirt ~ Shezlin Dinesh. 

I’m siting here drunk On this dark and lonely night Wishing you were here To help me with my plight Where were you When I needed you? Where were you When someone else touched my body? Where were you When I felt like I was being choked to death? I’m sorry to say But I really wish it were someone else Instead of me I wish I weren’t the one Who had a strangers hands All over my body I wish I weren’t the one For, if I weren’t, I wouldn’t jump at the touch of a friend And I wouldn’t flinch every time I saw his face Honestly, what do guys not understand about consent? What is so pleasing about leaving a dent? If only I weren’t so spent, Would he have been a true gent Now, all I do is vent Even though he says that’s not what he meant All he needed was my consent All he needed was my consent ~ Shezlin Dinesh