SoullessRythms

Two hearts , one soul, But they can do this no more   Pointing guns at each other,   But killing themselves at shore Why is it so hard,   So hard to stay with our love,   To fight for what we want, And learn to conquer our feelings He knew me better,   Better than i knew myself   And as he walked away, I began to wonder What did i do,   What did i do that made me lose,   Made me lose not only him,  But myself too. - Shezlin H.

She loves him And he loves her But they’re too afraid to confess Their love for one another He thinks of her While she thinks of him But it’s so hard to express What all these hiccups mean He types in her number And she types in his When they finally muster the courage To dial the number in, Both phones show busy Whilst new thoughts are clouded in 'She must be talking to her new boyfriend' 'He must be happy with his new girl' What do all these assumptions mean? It's only the beginning of a new hurricane A hurricane filled with tears and emotions And decisions are taken too quick She slits her wrist bleeding emotions And now it’s too late to think His heart beats faster as he rushes over to her house Little did he know she’d be lying unconscious? He rushes towards her And finds a piece of paper in her fist When he opens it, he is surprised to see His name scribbled all over it With tears rolling down...

I don’t know what hurts more The thought of not having you around, Or the feeling of emptiness deep inside me I don’t know what hurts more The fear of not being loved, Or the fear of never being able to love again I don’t know what hurts more The empty spot beside me on my bed, Or if it were filled with the wrong person I don’t know what hurts more The names that you call me, Or the voices yelling inside my head I don’t know what hurts more Not being who you want me to be, Or not being fit for the society I don’t know what hurts more The tears rolling down my cheeks, Or the cries buried deep inside me threatening to choke me I don’t know what hurts more The pain of losing someone, Or the fear of losing myself I don’t know what hurts me more Is it me Or is it you -Shezlin H.

I don't know how to control This deep dark soul Wish I could help myself  But this can't be done by oneself I've lost many Although, I hope not to lose any It's a different path each time Yet, leads to committing the same crime Time is slipping out of my hand  Like the hot beachy sand I don't know what to do  Please just throw me a clue  With this heavy heavy heart Thrown around and ripped apart A heart that was once crowned Now lies shattered on the ground No one notices a broken heart  But is always ready for a sweet tart Time stands still  With a long listed bill He stands there with a drill  And my heart falls ill What a great skill  To know how to kill I should've taken a pill  To die and lay still  With that lies a will For the body to finally chill  - Shezlin H.

Hear me out  Can't you hear me shout Moving in and out  Can't you see me freakout Eyes filled with doubt Tears flowing from a different route I'm looking for a hideout And my mind yells lights-out - Shezlin H.

Dark skies and broken souls In his heart lies a hole She goes out with him for a stroll Little did she know he is no more But with him, she is whole And these feelings are out of control This is the story of a soul  That couldn't escape a needle in a hellhole - Shezlin H.

Her silent cries, and teared eyes. With her size, wanting to disguise. Filled with lies, there she dies. With her demise, as her prize. Surrounded by flies, upto the skies. Everyone complies, with emerging goodbyes. - Shezlin H.