Delusion

It was I who loved you 
It was I who looked right through your flaws 
It was I who stood by you when you were alone 
It was I who held your hand when you were lost 

You were lost in the ocean of sadness 
When I pulled you out with all my strength 
Then why did you leave me to rot 
As darkness took over my life

i loved you and you loved i 
I have you yet you’ve lost me 
Although, you don’t realise it
I still love you 

It shall be tough when you figure it out 
Figure out that you lost me 
Long long ago 
You lost me to the shadows of yourself 

As I delved deep in your shadows 
Letting the darkness lead me 
Leading me to my true self 
One that I couldn’t escape 


Not now, not ever 

~ Shezlin D.

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